Celeste, in her infinite wisdom has illustrated ever so wonderfully the importance of loving yourself. Someone does hear that negative self talk – you.
As per Doctor Amy Cuddy, social psychologist at Rutgers University;
“Faking” body postures associated with dominance and power (“power posing”– even for as little as two minutes — increases people’s testosterone, decreases their cortisol, increases their appetite for risk, and causes them to perform better in job interviews. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amy_Cuddy
I’m prone to negative self talk based on my own expectations of perfection. I’m learning to loose control and gain command of my own life. I’m starting all over again. I’m back at the drawing board. It doesn’t matter how many times I’ve failed before. Try again and this time you’ll get it right.
I was living my life in dead man’s shoes – Bif Naked
I can’t believe I’m going to say this but I need more then meaningless sex. There. I said it. A gay man says he needs more. I’m disappointed in myself too.
Sam: You’re not leaving the party are you? Where are you going? It’s 11:30!
Jeff: To have sex with a cute but emotionally unavailable boy.
Guys, do you remember when Craig got ‘Tubthumping’ to be a drink special at the bar by taking a Whiskey drink, Vodka drink, Lager drink and Cider drink?
That’s why I almost failed classic sociology theory.
We’ll be singing
When we’re winning
We’ll be singing
My road to redemption that I had imagined to be so long and immensely painful was just that – imagined. My friendships are stronger then I had ever imagined. The forgiveness I have received will not be forgotten.
Walking backward from my road to Hell, I found a shiny yellow brick road. The barriers only existed in my mind. The balance and the harmony that I strive to return to is right in front of me. It all begins with a single step and a Mind Without Fear.